>>85668904i think you have a strange conception of memory anon
we don't perceive our memories like a premiere timeline, just because i have vivid memories of high school doesn't mean the interim time is devoid of memories, nor do i find the process of "adulting" soul-draining; my jobs have been in a field i love and the relationships have been few and long-lasting
if anything I think time feels like it's flying because there isn't enough time to do everything, so I have to make do
also you didn't answer the question 