>>19290601I jack off to Anya more than I do to Ollie, who is my oshi.
I think it's because I have a fetish for shortstacks and a developing one for EFL speakers.
Also, because most of my oshi's R18 fanart don't depict her as her true Z-cupped self, which is probably made more ironic by me liking Anya's, which are similarly off-model.
My realization was this: When I fap to holo, I want to fap to my mind's interpretation of them, artwork and canon be damned.
My mind's interpretation of Ollie just doesn't gel well with what exists, but the one of Anya does, extraordinarily well, too.
