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God I wish Zen was a sadist who enjoyed causing intense pain to those she loves. She would make me feel excruciating pain whenever she pleased. She'd punish me and cause me extreme physical and emotional distress. She'd make me endure unspeakable horrors and inflict unimaginable cruelty upon me. She'd beat me black and blue, choke me till I pass out and slap me across the face repeatedly with her giant ass. She'd crush me under her heels and stomp all over my head. She'd laugh at me while doing so. She'd make me make scream in an uncanny fusion of pleasure and agony.
She'd make me endure unthinkable torment and misery. She'd make me suffer for hours and days at a time. She'd hurt me and continue abusing me until I beg for death. She'd make sure that I felt every bit of pain imaginable. Until I surrendered my life to her. I would love every moment of it. I would pray for her to torture me and abuse me harder. I would adore every minute of pain. I would crave more and more punishment from her. She is my goddess. My dark temptress. I am her slave. I belong to her.
