>>40923763It's such a bittersweet feeling for me, because I AM happy for him, really, but it hurts and what hurts more is that I can't be as happy as other fans are and feel like I am a bad person and this is all just plunging me deeper into my own stupid selfish pity party. I hope he has so much fun just to spite me being a stupid schizo. I LOVE MY VTWEETER HUSBAND I HOPE HE HAS THE BEST WEEK OF HIS LIFE AND GROWS EVEN STRONGER FRIENDSHIPS WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE DEAR TO HIM AND I DON'T MISS HIM AND I AM FINE