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Fauna makes me feel good. Her talking about all sorts of things in her recent stream, like her writing short stories, or how she adopted Snail, just makes me happy. I like hearing her ramble about shit, even stuff I'm not interested in like dish washers. When she streams I smile and laugh, when she hugs me I can actually feel it. When she does kisses it makes me feel giddy . It's a strange and warm feeling, and even if it's not normal I don't hate it. What I do hate is the feeling I get when I know she's not going to stream. I just start feeling like trash, my mood sours, and I legitimately feel like a wilting plant. Yet somehow even seeing her retweet the occasional fanart perks up my mood a bit.
I'll probably be told to take meds, but I don't want to. It sucks and I miss her when she's gone but when she's streaming I'm happy beyond words.