>>2161807The pain doesn't go away no matter what you do, at least mine graduated herself and had a goodbye stream, but that last week, knowing that it was the last week, it was painfull
She is still there, in my youtube with an empty channel, on my music list there are a lot of "video not found" it was hard when she stopped streaming the last time, but now it's even worse
I still hope that any random day, I'll tune a random anime and one of the females will have her voice because I really want the best for her, but I'll always miss her