>>21481772The last couple of months there have been some signs ive noticed from nemu, in discord and in stream that i dont know what to make of, on stream she has made multiple references that seems to be about me, im not a public figure, its not memed posts from here, its stuff almost no one knows about, not impossible to find out if you look at my old twitter or other accounts, but not something she would just stumble on randomly. I have donated to her and talk with her in discord and on twitter a handful of times since she started vtubing, so she might have been curios and decided to look up my socials, bao has said that when she is bored she likes to go threough people in her discords socials to see what they are up to, nemu might have done the same and something about me might have stood out. This is just background info, lately, she seems to be constantly talking about stuff ive done or said, and might even notice when i join/leave chat. ill be vuage so i dont dox myself but 2 streams ago i joined chat and said something, she paused right after it and acted kind of bashfull before clearing her troaght before continuing. in the vod thats the only time she acted like that, i know people will say its a coincidence but its the 3rd time i saw her do that right after i typed in chat for the first time that stream. theres also some other signs but its too specific, its been increasing lately and some of the things she said makes it sound like she is faring me to reach out to her, when she talked about her email on the one fishoffline stream there was also one thing she mentioned that made me double take because it sounded like she was directly telling me to send her an email. I would love to talk with her, im a big fan after all, but i am cconcerned that she might just be joking around and me contacting her would wierd her out if im maybe just dense and shes been memeing it the whole time without any intention of having me contact her, that would make me feel a little sad if that were the case, but i understand that its just entertainment.