>>28754361I wouldn't worry about it, we've all been there. I doubt anyone here's first language was Japanese. I did my anki reps and made progress slowly but surely and I'm still not 100% on everything. I will admit being called "not a real fan" and talked down upon was rough and discouraging, but I did it for Noel.
If it was /jp/ that's just /jp/, they all think they're better than everybody else.