>>61662887Yeah, kind of sad to admit it but I can see it in her in part because I recognize aspects of those patterns in my own life. I give myself credit in that I can be open with people but I've also had a hard time with people staying around; both because of my own neurosis and having had those around in groups that would take advantage of that.
Another thing I notice with Filian is that the two people she's acted the most avoidant with hasn't just been Layna but Cottontailva during their collab. I had thought that this was primarily due to how raw in their sensuality and propensity to flirt they can be but the other key thing is that Cotton and Layna both have something of a nurturing aspects in their sexual expression. That combination seems to raise all kinds of conflicted feelings in Filian. Just consider how she'll flash-bang and make lewd jokes one moment but protest being seen in that light in the next. Again, not saying I think she's a terrible person at Heart. Just evidently had some things happen in her life that created this internal conflict.
