>>66268742yeah its rough, can't really give advice since i also understand and have similar feelings at times, and sometimes pretty strong too lol
it is what it is, kind of what happens when you get very emotionally invested into a vtuber, though i've personally always had the expectation of the line between fan and streamer, i was really expecting to just be a silent viewer and not get involved but fwmc reeled me in and seeing them be so interactive with us and very loving with us
hell even them playing our /baubau sings shit was absolutely unexpected , its hard to maintain distance or try to disengage
hopefully you can find something that works for you, but just know it's okay to take breaks, its okay to feel how you feel, but ultimately the only person who cares and can do anything about it is (you)