>>50122680Why do you care about the relationships of people you've never had a real conversation with?
>>50124067You basically exposure therapied yourself into a fetish. That's a real thing and is one of the reasons why they are pressing so hard for homosexual imagery and teachings to be given to kids. They know it will create more gays.
The way to cure this is to go in the opposite direction and expose yourself to the opposite, normal vanilla relationships without a sexual aspect. That's how you reverse the spiral you're on.