>>17526137I hope things start looking up for you anon. I understand what it's like to be too anxious to show up to lessons, it's really rough. You always have the opportunity to try again, though. Don't give up! Your oshi would want you to do well and take care of yourself!
I'd actually managed to get my shit together at the start of this year thanks to finally being on the right medication, but then everything that could go wrong did go wrong. I ended up making myself unwell by repeatedly not sleeping for days because otherwise I didn't have time for my course, and then got a pretty bad injury while caring for a relative and can't attend classes anymore, so I guess this is the end of this path for now. Still, I hope I can go back to this someday. Until then I'm needed at home.
