>>68550663Maybe it takes you telling me this to break the cycle. I'd just chock it down to tramua viewing? Watching her streams is like watching people play chicken next to a cliff. Just waiting for the next disaster.
That doesnt really generate a pleasurable viewing experience for me. I seem to only watch because I cant look away. Maybe im too schizo or traumatized to be a vtuber watcher.
I knew I should have left when I got a nothing reaction (1 emoji) to making a fanart, but uh stockholders syndrome or some shit. I think its okish, a bit wonky.
In any event I'll think I'll watch someone else, or maybe go outside. Never knew it was that easy to sway me with words!
