>>37723302>Spoilersame here without nyan i probably would have norwayed last year and no i dont meant that in a "streamer saved my life thing" but rather i had a really shitty week where i wanted to norway but i decided to watch a nyanners vod (10 hour long vod) and then said to myself if still feel like nowaying myself i can do it after but nyan was able to make me laugh with a stupid joke/bit she did on that stream and after that i kicked myself in the ass, stopped isolating myself and started talking to people in nyanners discord server pretty much the first time in life i started socialising with people. So it was not nyan that saved my life but rather her making me laugh gave me some kind of kickstart to work on getting my shit together and it worked until on of my cats got sick and social anxiety and depression started acting up againg and i started isolating myself which letting everything going downhill the the current point so i know i can get my shit together but i myself need to want that but i gave up on trying around july this year.
