>>43906859nah you think like that because your mind is still healthy, having your mental faculties permenantly slip away, being unable to focus, having a shitty memory, being narcoleptic all the time, and being unable to do basic stuff you used to be able to do is such a shitty fucking existance, i want to kill myself everyday and i'm in a constant state of anxiety and paranoia about every little fucking thing that happens, treat your body better