>>56637440I get what you mean, the last couple weeks before he went on break, where they were all solo streams, playing games he loves with some comfy members-only streams in the middle, it was really nice. I know he doesn't tend to do collab spam, and I enjoy them, they can be fun, but it was nice to not have to chase him down in other people's POVs, or have his voice drowned out by other members, or have all the loudness and chaos that can come from collabs. It was just him, the chat, and whatever game he was playing.
Yeah, I also understand how you feel with it being more difficult than usual. Even when I typed out my usual ritualpost, it felt kinda hollow. I hate feeling like this, it feels like something's wrong with me, but I'm glad I'm not alone, either. Agreed, whatever happens, we'll come out on the other end okay no matter what.
