>>48612193I'm sorry to see that you're so hard on yourself anon, but I'm sure whatever the reasons are you can do something about them, I'm also in a similar spot since I'm lazy and it makes me avoid my responsabilities, which in turn makes me feel worse about myself, and that makes me not feel like doing anything about it and it keeps me in a bad loop, I've been trying to break it for a while but it keeps getting worse.
Anyway I hope it gets better, try being someone your hagshi would be proud of, at least that's what I'm trying and it helps a little bit
