I know what you feel anon, but I also understand how busy she is in this period and how much effort she is putting into things, even though that means we can see only a glimpse of it at times. Nijishindan streams have been acting like a crutch for me.
If it makes you feel any better, anon. I rec this stream which I consider one of her GOAT streams
https://youtu.be/Jn6dfwNajJE 