>>34016277>>34016332you can't read minds. it is difficult enough in person, with someone whose face you can see and read, to tell someone's "true" intent. let alone online. if you try, then inevitably what you're going to do is center your own beliefs about yourself, and replace what they say they think of you with what YOU think of you. and if you're on 4chan, likely what you think of you is not positive.
just chill. trust them when they say things. if they tolerate you being around, it means they're fine with you being around. you're allowed to be here just like everyone else.