>>96902230That's me, I was in her streams since the start of her current leaflit persona for the past 6 years. She only started to notice who I was for the past 4 months despite me using the same name in both communities. So let me tell you what actually happend.
I've known shurelia for over 20 years now.
Back in november she had started reading a manga from Zyugoya about a divorced woman who was trying to refind love. It hit her pretty hard and she started to get suicidal depressive over her own divorce with her ex-husband when she still worked at riot.
I had thought she had nobody to talk to about it since she appeared to have only herself and her mother. So I was comforting her during that time but we got closer than we probably should have and started having sexual conversations back and forth and we talked about a lot of other things which led me to confessing my love for her and she said she "didn't want to get in a relationship, possibly indefinitly" which I had thought she was still broken up from her previous husband and I would stay close to her to keep her comfort. She would later say that "she meant because she already had a boyfriend" but theres no possible way to read that without the additive context of knowing.
Unfortunately over time she started feeling better and talking less and less to me until it came to a head during Marvel rivals games that she was still playing offstream with the same person for 8 hours afterwards who she told me was an "Old Friend", Ayra, which I would later learn was actually her long-distance internet boyfriend that she met in league of legends back in 2011.
The two of them were using alt account names based on the yuri anime Yagakimi where she was playing as Nanami Touko and he played as Koito Yuu. The two are autistic lovers in the series.
I confirmed the relationship using some contacts that found that it was a "running joke and everybody knows in Mod Chat" and that I was sent a screenshot from a private mod chat that one of her mods, Crazy, was running seperate discords to discuss mod chat without the other mods being present since they all hate each other. This is what caused the "Family Emergency" incidient as she called an all-hands staff meeting to talk about his "gossip discords" since he was leaking all of her private information in them for the last 5 years to other people. He still has his job as the polslop video editor btw.
Anyway, I confirmed with both Shurelia/Leaflit and Ayra that the relationship was serious and she still won't talk to me about why she didn't disclose that she had a boyfriend already when we had talked about everything else, even topics much more revealing than that, and I had grilled her "boyfriend" with "why the fuck am i comforting her if you're supposed to be her boyfriend and only got a "yeah."
So that's the entire story behind that, I fell in love with a 40 year old retard with low self-esteem that I've known for a long time because I thought she was still abandoned by everybody and she got caught lying to me or trying to cheat on her boyfriend because he lives in the netherlands and it's not a real relationship.
She has basically abandoned all her friends at this point and has decided to go full polslop for the money and let's other people run her life and channel, she doesn't actually do anything for any of the projects she says she does. Ayra runs the entire TTRPG project, Crazy/Julio pick her videos and schedule for the stream and run the Youtube channel.
I am Ocatamai and yes I was there for the creation of 4chan and I later worked with Kirtaner to co-create 420chan. Among other things, that is my history.
I hope this helps you understand the type of situation that occured and can let others move past taking her seriously as a content creator because she is utterly devoid of talent if you knew that everybody else does everything for her. Also Julio/Crazy are using the shit out of her because they get paid to make those polslop videos and they get a cut of the profits.
Cheers, gooners.
