>>19644760First of, man you need a hug?
Second: many times I've had similar thoughts but then it just goes away you wanna know why?
Imagine had you been born 200 years prior, you'd be truly lonely as shit, being stuck in a blizzard for days with nobody to talk to? being a sperg and having to endure being picked on everywhere you go? we have it easy these days.
I know there's people like me out there, I know you guys are here, I can talk to you, feel that I'm not alone ever and we share these boards to have fun with our oshis, streams, share art and what not.
That is enough for me to feel at peace.
Besides ever since I was 5 years old I had accepted I'd die alone. 