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Through my life, many times I had suicidal thoughts. From the simple "man I should kill myself" to speeding while looking towards a road curve and thinking I should go straight.
One time though, I was really afraid about it. It was almost an experience, and in a way it made me understand Lovecraft's idea of horror better.
I was coming home from a normal day at my university, when I looked at the roof of a disused farmer market.
There was nothing there, but I felt urged, compelled, to go there and jump. My legs were walking on their own. It was like something was calling me.
Then one of my chem labs mates called me and I snapped out of it.
I left having learnt what an evil god is.