>>90352322Not sure, theres a change coming, im hopeful because i see where its going, but not how it goes there. it doesnt necessitate doom and gloom, but maybe...melancholy? Things wont be the same, and maybe this is the natural course. I just wonder how i should react. I wonder if its right that i reset these emotions. because they were real for the girl you know? I can only 'reset' so many times before i go insane. I wonder if thats how we leave this ride, one day we just reset too many times to go on... maybe im afraid of losing this love for her because then it would not have been real. and im not afraid of never realizing it, im afraid of it being a lie.
