>>5198829>>5198932>>5198944>>5199031Yes the collabs are fun, but I feel unneeded. Not unappreciated as a fan, but as if I, the audience, are left out from the concept of livestreaming. I feel like she can go on and have fun without me being there. I feel like a nuisance to the stream, since she's really conscious about how her collab partner thinks about Kenzoku.
Back then during the solo stream arc, I will always be there for her dumb konyappi~ every goddamn 5pm as I type away my work, and listening to her ramblings on Apex. Or maybe 8am-9am after I make my bed and sweep my room, I can listen to her Indivisibiru/morning stream with a breakfast.
Now I can't enjoy the usual streams, because her content now revolves around collab partners which I have to dedicate more braincells to enjoy. And she dedicated more time into tournaments, which has zero content for me to listen and chill. On her solo stream, at least we can listen about her life and her cute noises, recently its all game callouts and the deafening silence. If I want a tourney tryhard stream, I'd watch TSM. At least that Usada Kensetsu hill clearing with Moona and Botan was fun.
Does Towa need me anymore? I don't feel like she does, but I hope she keeps on giving you all happiness and reach her goal. I'm not complaining, but I am getting less engaged with Towa day after day...
It's definitely not a burnout phase because she is still my favourite, and not a menhera phase because I'm not a menhera.
