>>99633085The main thing that I've taken away and have to keep reminding myself is that, to put it bluntly, Gura is very mentally unwell. She likes performing and having fans, but the stress of the expectations is also too much for her and she copes with it by closing herself off from the world and vanishing for a while thinking it will help, but then it all comes back not long after she returns and the cycle repeats. I'm hopeful it will be a bit better for her without the restrictions of being corpo and the lower expectations of being indie, but I'm sure she will still struggle at times until she actually works out her issues.