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My 1st oshi was Ame, but she got so toxic with chat and unnecessarily combative that I left. Chat can be dumb, but I don't come to streams to see a streamer argue with chat, whether she's in the right or not (and she's wrong half the time). She has toned it down, and is still very creative in her streams (.e.g. her outfit reveal), but I no longer feel the same way.
My 2nd oshi was Uto. She is actually good at gaming, and doesn't fight with people. Despite the drama arc and the irregular schedule, Uto is a natural streamer that consistently draws in at least 4k live viewers despite the language barrier. That's quite amazing. However, and here I must come to terms with an unfortunate fact: the bigger a vtuber gets, the more distant they become, that at some point they become an event rather than a streamer you can interact with.
Right now I don't claim to have an oshi. I just prefer to hang out at smaller vtubers who possess some talents. Like Hana Flores or Nina Saotome who both have incredible singing voices (better than almost all holos besides Gura and Suisei etc.). I feel like my support is worthwhile and creating a visible effect, and we can actually make interesting conversations that would not at all be possible with others.