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Menhera rant before I go to bed
The topic of /wvt/ not having a number filter came up a few threads ago, and even though I know that's true in my heart, I feel like I don't "deserve" to be posted there. It's hard not to compare yourself to your peers even if you really try, and there's a part of me that feels as though I'm not really trying hard enough compared to everyone else. I feel as though I haven't "earned" the right to be there because I don't really have much to show for myself, and I've made a lot of empty promises that I haven't fulfilled.
I'm not going to stop making content of course, I do it because I want to, I have fun doing it, and I've met a lot of cool people by doing it. Sometimes I just get too in my own head about things, and the negative thoughts are telling me I'm in the remedial classes.
I have seen people post me there before however and I want them to know I'm very grateful for it.
Anyway, time to get four hours of sleep before going back into the wage cage
