>>93546498I was cleaning by badMostly yeah. A mix of her becoming more loose on stream as Skye now that shes not in a corpo and finally catching up on my backlog of vods over the holiday made me feel a lot better about everything this past year. How she talks about her workload and ideas now makes me more hopeful since shes said multiple times she can put more pride in her work now that she owns it and it shows from her debut to some project teasing in members
also as Skye and Addy shes sung some songs I personally wanted to hear from her but never really asked before so I may be a tiny bit more biased than usual.
She can still "perform" on her other accounts while using Skye to take her shoes off and stream without worrying as much and I like feeling of a corpo and indie streamer from the same girl at the same time. I think with the help of her improvements in her social life and troubles in the past she realizes that she has a supporting community now and is more willing to ask for help, communicate, and compromise instead of putting on a brave face for her image and suffering in silence until it boils over. I dont remember what stream but while catching up I noticed in one stream someone made a joke she didnt like and instead of laughing nervously for now and making into a "Talk" next stream once she thought about how it affected her more (See Z*w and other offenders pre-Haven), she stated clearly "Hey were having fun and I understand what this joke means but I'm not ok with that joke. So maybe dont say /that/ one when were joking around about this topic ok?" in a normal understanding way that didnt sound too bitchy or too vague to make you wonder what shes was talking about and the discussion kept rolling like normal without killing the mood or the offender going nuclear for getting singled out. Its not perfect but she's growing and its great to see in real time.
TLDR: I believe she can find a balance between her personas if she treats the jobs like jobs and the personal one as a hobby with less expectations. Recent decisions shes made have shown shes learned from her experience in EIEN and is more open to communicate effectively instead of lying and making streams feel dull or mandatory from her obvious bad mood. Its not perfect and I'm not looking forward to EVERYTHING she has planned but Ive had way worse things to complain about in the past and I dont mind skipping some whore (derogatory) collabs or streams about games I dont like. I love my Bro/Boss
