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It's Menhera Monday, and I'm gonna bitch because I can! I joined a chuuba's discord to hang out and maybe make friends, and it's going terribly. All I've done is discovered how lame and uninteresting I am compared to literally everyone. I'm not even sure at this point that a "me" even exists, just a gaping void that wants to be filled with attention from somebody, anybody. I have no identity. I'm nobody. And the worst part is, I'm trying my hardest right now to develop hobbies and interests, but I'm so far behind everybody else and so old now that I'll probably never be able to relate to anyone. I have the life experience and emotional stability of a child. I just wasted too much time, and now I'm done for. I'll never be close to another viewer, let alone my oshi. I should just die.
