>>40120741>The best anyone can do is find a reason to make the suffering worth it.I really wish i knew how. People always speak about there being purpose in the pain, but i've seen a lot of pain and i've yet to catch a glimpse of its purpose.
>Letting go of expectations you have of yourselfi have no expectations, that's part of it. My childhood taught me to never expect anything good to happen. and i'm still constantly beaten down by life.
I appreciate the message,
Silver, I'm going to go to bed now and sleep this mental state away
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