>>107618685I've been trying to distance myself from Nerissa, you know like take a little break and focus on other things, since all I could think about was her all day for days back when I discovered her a week ago and started liking her more and more since. I was getting obsessed with constantly consuming her content and having her on my mind all the time which scared me since it really wasnt like me to do so.
So decided to got out yesterday with friends and shoot the shit with and have some fun with. Things were going good it helped take my mind off Rissa until out of nowhere my friend shares vid related. I was internally freaking out trying to keep my cool not to react. My friends range from different levels of normie to a tiny bit of weeb but not on the levels where they know watch vtubers or have any interest in them.
>Hey Anon this meme caption represents you perfectly, that girl is definitely all you are looking for you know haha. >Yeah because you always go for and end up with girls that turn out to be cray cray!>Yeah anon you should really should find her and be with her because she seems like "The One" for you hahahaIt was eating me up inside was freaking out so much that that happened! Trying to play it off like I didn't know who she was and was obsessing about here recently. Then today I see the "leave me?" animation. What does it mean! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME WTF!?!?!