>>79668055If only I could pretend I don't like him I would finally be able to escape this hobby once and for all, but lying to myself and ignore how blissful I am to live in the same timeframe as him would only make me feel regret of not pursuing the only hobby I have not dropped after a few months, after all it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all and I will continue to love until he is ready to move on.
