>>62158379Why would I ever feel dread about loving these two? Being a gachikoi for your oshi can be the most beautiful thing in the world if you let it. They've inspired me, made me happy, made me smile, made me laugh, made me cry, made me feel loved, and most importantly, made me feel worthy of love.
Anyone who feels dread or sadness is approaching their love in the incorrect way. It SHOULD inspire you and make you feel a strong desire to make yourself worthy of them.