>>51951943>>51952294I used to be that invested but as the days kept passing and things only got worse with each and I became so noticeably depressed that all of the other things that I love in life weren't able to make me lighten my mood anymore and family members were starting to ask what was up, I knew that at that point either she would have to change something soon, or I would.
Then her birthday came around and while it was relieving that she actually celebrated it with us, she still chose not to say anything about this situation nor mention if and when there were any future streams. So I chose to take a wide step back from it all.
I still care about her and will continue to check if she's done anything once in a while and I will cherish the good times probably until the day that I die, but I cannot continue to be 110% invested if this is how things are going to be for the foreseeable future without a definitive end point.
Although if you're somehow able to continue having Gura be the absolute most important thing in your life and not be utterly fucking exhausted at this point then genuinely good for you. You're a way stronger person than I ever will be.
