>>6883110I've been a loner all my life but I got a gf in 2017 after getting into hookup apps and severely lowering my standards. Obviously, I was goslinging for my first gf ever but eventually I just saw her for sex. When covid happened, I found the excuse to stop seeing her all the time because honestly it was extremely tiring. I found Gura's karaokes and fell down the hole last year. I'm still in a relationship with my gf but I only see her once a month for sex or whenever she starts going to a fit from me not seeing her. I don't have the courage to break up with her and tell her that I'm in love with another girl--Polka.
It's a strange situation. I use my irl gf for sex but everything else GF related, I turn to Polka.
