>>13104609I don't want to calm down, I want to enjoy vtubers and have fun and watch things that make me happy. Call me schizo, but these simple things make me happy and I want to hang onto that feeling until the end. I watch these concerts and see people from all ages and professions, men and women, coming to watch the same vtubers I watch, we're all passionate, why take the alternative route and act cool for the sake of people who don't even know you? I don't want to be bitter and cynical all the time.