>>81910570I know this doesn't sound helpful to say but it really is just you getting in your own head. Multiple girls have said that simply showing up and watching streams is the biggest thing, everything else is a bonus. You're not letting anyone down. We always tell them to take care of themselves, it's OK to take care of your own health too. Mental and physical. Maybe give yourself a week off from your projects and try some other things just to shake up your routine? Feeling stuck can eat at you.
