>>100668987The short answer is that she needs a vacation which she's supposedly taking next month, even though she still wants to make and edit videos during it. She had a gnarly last year if you think about it.
Some kind of compounding falling/burnout happened with some suits (don't need to dwell there since it's dramafag bait) that started early in the year at the same time that some health shit happened to her mom as well as her dad getting cancer. Also while doing full-time schooling and juggling woes between some retarded broken down house "asset", her infamous tech issues, and her chronic insomnia and general woman brain problems. Then she pivoted straight into Tori with the same kind of work ethic and schedule as when she was corpo without any real buffer or time to process some of what happened relative to what she identifies as her passion. What ever happened there was a big deal to her since she said that if she could have had it her way then she would have been the ninja forever.
Anyways, she's retarded and needs to slow down a bit.
