>>52921449My father died yesterday, it was incredibly sudden, clot the size of a fist caused a pulimonary embolism.
Its agonizing, but I still had to get up today, I still have to get up tomorrow, I still have responsibilities, things only I can do and so on. Its difficult when shit like this happens but we have to keep walking, take the time you need to cry and mourn as I am doing but just remember that eventually you need to stand back up.