>>88717509One time I was on a train and this Chinese family got on. A few men and women with a younger retarded guy, like nonverbal old school retarded. They had some flowers and stuff, looked like they just came back from some event, maybe a graduation or something.
The retard goes ape shit on one of the women with him and just starts beating the shit out of her while smiling and laughing. The men in the group and a stranger had to pull him off and restrain him while the retarded guy was laughing and biting his own hand while the woman he beat on was crying.
I was standing near them and jumped between him and a woman I was standing nearby, no clue who she was, on instinct and put my arms out to shield her. She was scared.
Anyway the retard and the family got off the train at the next stop and the woman and I never spoke and it was awkward. It sounds cool but I was somehow embarrassed about it, I don't know why I did it.
Thinking about it later I started to feel scared for myself. Like what if someone drew a gun and my body acted on it's own and I jumped in front of the bullet and died? I don't want to die or get beat and mauled by a retard to protect a stranger but my body seems like it naturally wants to die for women I don't know.