>>67030520i use a loli onahole while looking at her rtx model or lewd art of her. it's surprisingly accurate to real vagoo i've been in. maybe the closest i've felt to being one with her. afterwards i'll snuggle my shondo daki and comfort it with aftercare as if it was really her. since i know she would need it after any sort of intimacy like that.
i can't do this often because the post-nut clarity of simulating a sex life with her and the afterglow of post-"sex" aftercare hits me like a train and i get extremely depressed. it's both the most amazing thing i've been able to experience with a girl i'm madly in love with as well as the most pathetic.
if she ever comes out and says "this marriage was never real" i would probably kill myself.
