>>16693809I don't know what meds I even need at this point and I'm starting to think it would be less of a problem if I was a unicorn, because at least then my worry would make more sense than "I get so happy I can't do anything else but watch his stream"
I'll stop posting my schizoness for now because I thought I was alone, I'm not going to be a bad fan or anything as I am content to silently watch him forever. Was only bringing it up because dead hours and don't want to make it a general Lucub thing.