>>20725858It's fine, I'm not that new to 4chan, been here for 3~ years long enough to not be mad or shocked by insults thrown at me.
It's never too late for you anon! once you find a friend who's patient with you and wants to see you succeed, they'll be the one person you need to reach a new potential and improve your life.
Think of the future you could have, the fears you could leave behind. But if anything do it at your own pace, change is scary and more so because of your phobia.
SO all I can do is wish you good luck!