>>73299532This too much. I dropped a low 3view 2 years ago because she started getting relatively big shortly after joining (was closer too 80-150s at first going up to 250-300s). Keeping up with streams when you get maybe a 10%ish messages engagement ratio is too much time and effort. And that was with me constantly feeling obnoxious with my high message rate (I'm honestly engaged) and culling my rate. Even worse when you can't help but feel you're competing with people for attention. Then it feels retarded. How can you feel good about the community line that? Then being too busy with my job. Even as a NEET though, I've got better things to do.
Too many conflicting interests personally, and/or disingenuous greedy interactions from a lot of girls, so you end up with crap like this. I don't know how girls maintain the cognitive dissonance about their fans. It's to the point I can't help but see any big3views and up as sociopaths.
I really only have interest now to be a passing greychad for 4+views playing something I like and spam chat without reserve, or follow a 1/low2view knowing there's a good chance I'm going to bail at some point.
