>>1595100You don't choose your oshi, anon. Your oshi chooses you.
Despite everything that happens after that, if you have truly found your oshi, then your geas can never be broken. For some of us lucky ones, this is a joy everlasting.
But for some of us unlucky ones, our geas compels us to love them forever, despite the world turning against you.
Fear not, harm not, speak not of the man who holds that which he loves close to his heart. For even as the pressures of All the World's Evils tears at the fabric of his very being, his love will exist until the last flicker is snuffed out. Weep not a single tear of sorrow for one such as he; for they go to the grave with fulfillment in their hearts, if their end allows them to hold their love dear forevermore.