>>71892880Nothing is well at all but again, not going anywhere as long as he is around! Hopefully for a long time.
For this long... Sometimes I remember how much time has already passed since he appeared, and it's horrifying for so many reasons, but I'm so happy I was there to meet him. Years don't feel real, and I wish the time would stop moving because it's scary, the changes are scary and hoping for him to be a constant is even more terrifying, but I love him too much not to delude myself into thinking he's forever even through The Terror. Okay, this is getting weird, so again I love you, I have indescribable feelings and their amounts for Ike that will hopefully kill me one day and have a good day, the rest of it anyway. The best part is unfortunately already over... And with any luck I hope there will be more good days this week, for him first and if he decides to share them with everyone, then for you and if I am somehow lucky enough for me as well! Sorry, long. Too much words, enjoy the feelings salad. I love you.