>>44802596You're welcome, anon. Everyone has some desire of the past, but times and people are always changing. If you love your oshi, you can learn to love the changes too. Sometimes it means you have to let go of old ideas and notions. If you're like me you will desire to see them happy and accept that at some point, the shape of your love will not be the same, much like how a crush doesn't persist into a relationship. The people that live happily together for decades, learned to adapt and grow along side each other. I intend to give back tendfold or a hundredfold the happiness and peace she has brought me someday.