>>16250671If your life is fucked up and your previous relatioship traumatized you then you'll be schizo enough to fall in love with your oshi.
>Rushia is my cope mechanism and sole motivation to improve my life. I mastered nihongo to watch her, picked up boxing again, quitted my job and got a better paying one, so i can buy her merchs, send her aka from time to time without bleeding my bank account. 