>>59378827It's ok anon. There's different things that draw people to chuubas. I watch her because no matter what she does she always finds a way to make it fun and engaging. Try and take a break and try watching other chuubas, if you really miss her she's your oshi and there's not that much you can do about it other than enjoying her for as much as it lasts. Remember that everyone gets over crushes at some point, you can't let someone that's not even in your life anymore control how you feel.