>>5889103Same, and it's fucking me up.
I can rationalize everything going on, hell, I even think about it like Coco is changing jobs like you do in real life, which is something super common. But I don't know, I don't know when I got so invested or why I've cried so much, it's not like she died, she's only going to stop streaming in a youtube channel.
The weirdest part is that I can only talk about it here, I can't talk about it to my friends or family, how can I explain that a big tittied dragon lady is not going to stream anymore? Parasocial relationships are fucking weird and I never thought I could be suffering from one.
I'm meeting my friends this weekend, we haven't met in months cuz of the cof, and I really hope they don't ask me why I'm sad because I don't know if should tell them the full story and being forever known as a retarded weaboo. I'll try to be cheerful. 